madjuggla9

I'm back people, here's why I have been absent for years:

Graduated college (Comp Sci Programming, and Mathematics)! yay! ... then ...

Robbed for $2,000 cash
3 days later robbed for $3,000
Home was broken into and everything was gone
Moved cities/counties
Lost my Technician job
Lost my home - paid off entire home the month before, and i was 23yrs old
Was forced to sell my beloved truck (s10, bagged, 156.3db 4 15" soundstream t5 setup and 2 soundstream 2200d amps in 15 cubes)
got robbed for ~$8,500 (electronics; 5pcs, 4 laptops, big screens, audio HTPC and car audio)
Lost my Grand Prix GT 3.8
Aunt was killed in a mexican drug deal
Uncle killed himself a year later from his wife's death
My mom caught 25yrs x2 in the FED PEN wo eligibility of parole bc of my uncle's suicide
lawyers took $250,000 (yes the commas are corrent)
Authority seized >$13,000,000 (yes, commas are still correct) from my mother
Lost ,my job after re-grief
Got robbed for $40,000 that i shouldnt have had anyways
Robbed for $3,000
Robbed for ~$1,500
Committed failed suicide and racked up a few hundred thousand in debt
Moved cities/counties again
Got robbed again for xbox, big screens, laptops, pcs, etc
Dad got doped up and I slept in my car for almost a year for lack of support
Cousin (my uncles daughter) locked up in the fedpen
Grandma died of cancer
other grandma went crazy after my moms legal trial

I just moved out of state and I'm not updating my status. My mom is alive but inaccessible, my dad has problems, my grandma was placed in a care home. Everyone else is dead, cousin in the pen.

I have a car that will give out any day, no mom, no dad, no fam, no friends, no money, no job, no home.

I regained a technician job and work 7days a week between 2-5 jobs, I sleep a few hours a week
My body its being derived of it's nutrition source, food costs too much or gets in the way of making money

but

I'm back, I never lost track, outta the hood, still devoted like an addict to crack

God dammit I'm going to fucking make it. You can't tell me shit. Im arrogant and self indulged. people can fuck the fuck off, fuck em, fuck you, fuck friends, I'm saving my fucking ass before I am a victim of homicide or suicide.

Thanks to:
Jellyroll
Haystak
Alex King
My current boss
DevArt

I love what I do, I can't lose my love or I'll lose myself. Don't give me pity, give me positivity.

Thank you DA.
I love my people, fans, and less than a 4 fingered handful of people


<3 my dream
suicide, homicide, prison, jail, death, fedpen ... I'm still a dreamer and as STAK says - "Some say I'm heavily medicated, I simply say I'm heavily dedicated"